(: Juz read sb's blog.
Apparently all i can say is, it's alr gone (: It was not me but you. didnt realised huh? if still not, and just blame it on me. i dun mind koz i realised i was juz not there anymore.
What to say.. erm... ah." transparent" to u? No? well, that what i think.
Get rid of this thinkin in me, and it will be fine but i guess, ... you will nvr tryor even if you did, you dont really want to do it. So,... forget it. i also wonder who are u actually koz... apparently you are nvr like tat. However, it's nothing to you, so you can keep it that way, while i'll try to think y.
All i hope is you realise why and what gone into you. That's all.
Well, i've changed, because of you. And because of that, i suffered, you nvr were like that, i can give you examples, it only going to make you speechless or juz trying to defend yourself, what's e point? Changing of me is what you think but... you were the one that has different tots alr, but in you, where do i stand? i can tell you yours but what will your reaction be when you noe? I doubt it will be same as mine. No? Same thing - blame it on me. i dun mind. Really i dont cause i alr knew longer than you that im just not there. (:
im happy no matter what but your appearance apparently make me feel trouble koz of your thinking. You dun realised rite till i dun noe... now?
i will do if you helped. but i doubt even more. i will noe if you are really want it t b e same if not, all i can do is juz wait or give up (:
No matter what, im still a friend.
i jusst wonder what will be next.
i hope you realise(: that's all.
spend day in tuition, had dinner at kopitam koz celebration for uncle. so full! (:
